Monday, July 21, 2008

Motherhood

These days there is just one person i think about, worry about, plan for and most of all talk about. My son , who is 6 months old. Now is this what they call motherhood? I really have no clue............... i am no expert in this field.

It is said that the moment a child is born, the mother is also born. She never existed before. The woman existed, but the mother, never. A mother is something absolutely new. Every thing that i feel now is new . The joy, the anxiety, the happiness and most of all i tend to link everything that happens to my son.

I always found it funny when i heard mothers talk and make a big deal of the most trivial things
their kids did. It was amusing to see them bring up the topic of kids and talk about them.Guess what??? I am doing exactly that now. Looks like it is gonna happen for quite sometime.

But the best thing about this found status of motherhood is that i feel complete , for now.
I dont know for how long i am gonna feel so but i am very happy and content at the present juncture of my life.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

motivation

"Be miserable. Or motivate yourself. Whatever has to be done, it’s always your choice".That is exactly what i am doing right now. I am kind of tired being miserable and have made the choice of moving away from that state of mind. Yes it is my choice and i have made it!!!!!



At this point in my life I have everything I always wanted. The man i love, the most supportive mother, this bundle of joy that came into my life six months ago(my son) and some wonderful friends. Yet I have been in a state of depression and not really knowing why.

I have realised after a lot of introspection that the reason for my miseries are my never ending wants and expectations . These unneccesary wants and desires are an hinderance in my life and making me sad. So, from now i am going to enjoy every little thing i have been blessed with and watch my son grow.

Friday, July 11, 2008

Here I am

Hurray!!!!!!!! A big pat on my back. After procrastinating for some time i have created my blog and intend to keep it live and kicking.